i had probably the most romantic dream i could ever have. challenging each other to hold our breathes underwater, hugging each other, kissing away. with something between our lips, but you'd only know what that would be if you know me well. *
wink*
somehow, i brought along my eos-1d, and wanted to take some shots while we were submerged. then i realized when i first took it down with me... hey! my 1d was with my 550ex flash that's
not even weatherproof, and a 24-85 lens that is definitely not weather-sealed. oh shit! lifted it out of the water, and plunged it back into the water just to get a burst of three or four shots and then i just left it outside of the big tank we were in - and it was back to hugging.
but there was just one big problem.
since when did i have a girlfriend? last time i checked, it was early 2001 that i last had one. i'm thankful though, that i ended it partly because it wasn't a particularly healthy relationship.
we were hugging each other submerged, challenging both ourselves to hold our breaths for as long as possible, to savour the moment... when i woke up from the dream to realize i was only hugging my bolster. surprisingly, i didn't get much of a bittersweet feel when i understood that was all just a dream.
gee. how long does it take for a guy to have a nice romantic dream that doesn't end up with a bang? nice break, good dream for a while. though it was all just a dream, the feeling was good. now, until the day i can afford a private house with my own pool in it...
yesterday afternoon after i sent my second namecard for printing at
print22, i met up with a long time friend around the area and had a complimentary health scan via this computer based meridian checkpoint checkup (it's a somewhat electronic-tcm hybrid, if you ask me) for the major organs in the body, according to traditional chinese medicine philosophy. the presentation was fine and all, but i was really puzzled by one thing. she asked me some similar to, "i've got a good stable job, why do you think i'm doing this?" exactly. i was wondering about why she'd do this. after the entire presentation, i was asked the same question again, almost the same exact words. but one thing didn't match up, from what i felt. the lack of eye contact with her after we left the premises; she was paying more attention to her mobile. something just didn't feel exactly right.
was the mobile phone more important than me?after we bade goodbye, i walked over to sia building where i made an order for a mocha frappucino, and started to ponder just that little bit. would it be a wise thing to listen to someone who once said she "
only wanted to work" when i was trying to woo her years ago back in 1999, now saying that she wants to keep in touch with friends? and i reminded myself - whether should i partake in this entire thing or not, it will not be something that should progress into romantic links with her. on both a pragmatic, as well as professional reasons.
and of course, i noted to them about my work into insurance disallowing involvement in direct selling - call it network marketing or multilayer marketing - it's all the same to me because i did it years ago myself. personally speaking, finding out more is fine, but chances of myself getting involved remains highly unlikely. in fact, lingering thoughts about this meeting somewhat troubled me, and i couldn't sleep till really late at 3am or so this morning.